Wednesday, July 19, 2006
! ;9:55 PM &&
i have told u all ppl b4... unless i concentrate... i can hear wad ppl say or call me... hais... i am a cao yi lang.... deaf one.... i apologise... all my frens..srry... is nt i dun wan reply...i can't multi-task.. srry... need me to kneel down mah?... if wan juz tell me... 2day was juz a normal day for me..except i sleep for 1st half of the skool until recess... i dun think i can get a decent result for o-lvl... i am useless anyway... my mom always say tt...i even told her i wan to be a musician...she say... forget it... u r gd for nothing and u can't do anything wif sucess... i think again... she was rite... after skool play bball cos i promise ppl i will go band and i did it... hais...
actualli dun wan to go... but wad promise cannot be broken... play until sweaty went band room air-con... aha...
One thing to tell the guyz... if u realli luv the gal... dun do wad she dun lyk...juz suit her...wad she wan..giv her wad... cos u paster too much...
she will always hate u de... remember...freedom.... respect ppl is the best.
i am a failure ... I dare to write tis out... scared for wad... if i realli lyk the person...i scared for wad... hais...
I am alreadi forcing myself to do wad i dun bear to do .... its very heartbreaking but for sake of ppl ^^ aha... anyway... 2day band was quite fun... nt to criticise u all... the band realli sux... even my own batch sux... i prefer my senior batch... i am srry to say tt... but i believe the band try hard alreadi... have faith in urself...dun think u all can't get gold... NVM...I RETAIN AND COME HELP U ALL LOR....
SOLEDAD ... in my heart u were the onli... y did u leave me soledad...
i dun feel a need tt tis world need me...
I LUV U FRM THE BOTTOM OF MY BROKEN HEART ... I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER U DE....
{♥} time is precious