Sunday, November 26, 2006
! ;1:51 PM &&
I scared relative will say y we stil have the mood to go cruise when house is liddat...but no choice... cannot afford to waste anymore money ... the cruise around 1000 plus for a balcony class and money is important for our family now...so no choice...had to go...
Friday 24/11/2006
work up early becos workers come out house and clear up the mess and black stain all over...o.0...my room mus wait until nxt month? cos mine last one to renovate...nvm ...anyway...house structure was weak so electricity cut down 3 times...lol... had to bath in the dark without lights..
dad fetch me to skool cos i wanna go for band and find my fren....
after so mani things happen...dun think i wanna perform for concert le...
no mood and 7th nite ...i scared no time practice... but will still go watch and support the band on dec 16 .... went cruise around 6 pm... cruise leave at 9...played arcade... eat all tis la....
was very angry wif dad ...cos he went casino and lose over 2000 dollar...
grrrrrrr..... but he manage to win back on the last day... but in the end lose around $800 bah...at least nt so much...than 2000
25/11/2006
went play basketball on the cruise...went swimming and and the barbecue party begin...woots... lots of babes on the cruise.... and also got one performance is las vegas styled topless show... onli for 18 and above den can buy the ticket...LOL... nxt year bah....and its LIVE .... crap...
brother and cousins were in arcade....i went into the theatre to watch movies...the show onli 17 and above cos scold lots of vulgar ... one movie i heard more than 50 times F word...o.0...was very tired becos of previous days which i had slpless nite so i sit on any chair on cruise ... directly fell aslp...fast ar....
Today woke up and have breakfast and cruise reaching singapore soon..
played some basketball.... watch dad gambling wif his working frens...
NXT YEAR I CAN GO CASINO^^...SHHH..lol..jkjk
check out around 12.15 den went take train home ...went ah ma house eat..later going out to bugis wif zs and kw...
{♥} time is precious
Thursday, November 23, 2006
! ;5:56 PM &&
hey ppl...thx for concerning and cheering me up but its no use... cos u all are not in my shoes.... anyway...yesturday went to work so quickly post... 2day i will psot full detail bah...
21/11/2006
2 hours after i came back frm a fun day wif brothers...
was playing dota halfway at 11.50pm.....suddenly mom shout fire...
quickly leave my com and went to help out....but the fire was too big...
around 1 storey high.... cant help...so stupid...nv think of calling 995...
whole family keep slashing water....neighbours all came frm their slp becos of fire engines...police , paramadics and firefighters came around 15 mins time...
22/11/2006
it was past midnite....the house was til burning inside... the fire started when my families are watching tv and ready to slp while i using computer... while the fire stil burning heavily... the firefighters try their best to put out the fire....and around 15-20 mins den the fire was put out....lots of water frm 2nd floor splash to 1st floor and lots of furniture was soak wif water and was destroy....o.0...the fire was started when the light bulb short-circuit....police question me and ask whether my families are ssfe and sound....all except my dad was burned....but currently... he is ok alreadi.....never slp for the whole nite...becos accompany dad to mount avalnia hospital and singapore general hospital...he took 2 injections.... reach home around yesturday morning 5.30 am... whole nite nv slp...came back home continue help clear up those little mess...
went to work at 8.30.... dad contacted policy company... and contact all sorts of company...lyk...painting,renovating, clearing...and lot more...
the policy(bao xian) company onli paid some and dad needa pay so much man....no choice...part of 2nd and third floor properties all got burned... all worth around 8-10k bah...nvm... money doesnt matter becos it can be earn all over again... as long as family members are fine... work frm 9am-3pm den me,zs and kw walk to alina's house...jamie,linda and hong xi were there also...at 1st wanted to go home...but burn alreadi go home also nth to rest and stay...when reach alina's house...i directly went to the chair and fell aslp for around 1 hour....zhi sheng ask me to stay at his house overnite since there is no place for me to slp becos my room was the most serious.... mom allowed... alina's dog called shaggy and was cute...same age as me ^^...its walking style also very cute... keep barking becos the gals make it angry? o.0... went to use her com after wake up.. 4 computers man...played maple becos 3 months nv touch le...haas...
the gals cook some dishes for us to taste... all very nice even though i noe hu cook the nicest ^^ ... hais...keep thinking about my house but dun dare to cry out.... yeah almost forgotten... i last watch power rangers was around 8 years ago...den watch at kids central.... was nice ...haas...
childhood time juz rox...no problems to face.... help jamie wash dishes... and clear up the floor den went to pad shaggy again...so cute... it will lie on its bed when ppl pad it.....
walked home on the dark road den pack things and went to zhi sheng house for dinner at 9.30 cos he was waiting for me.... watch tv halfway fall aslp... cos more than 35 hours no slp le.... went to bed early....
i snore den zhi sheng could nt realli slp...no choice...i damn tired le...
23/11/2006
went to work frm 9-3 ...the aunty lyk dun wan us to work leh.... we 3 can feel tis way sia.... went hougang point ate lunch at 3 ..bought bubble tea..
took 112 home and bath.... the racious(dunno hw to spell) was so itchy becos of those black stain of smoke in my house... my skin very sensitive..
the racious keep growing more and more.... keep scratching ...bath 4 times per day....2nite gonna go see doctor for injections.... hais...
now i am poor person and i gonna think twice b4 spending any money...
2nite injection will cost a bomb....grrrrrrr..... nvm... heaven's will...
after injection gonna go drink beer alone....HAIS.... SAVE ME FR MY MISERY PLS....ANYONE?
{♥} time is precious
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
! ;8:22 AM &&
I always tell myself to be happy....but can i ? CAN I ? anyone tell me? CAN I ?????
Yesturday went out wif PSA....these friday i going overseas.... so went lavender extent passport.... but ...i have no mood for tis friday's cruise le..
hais....nvm...tok bout happy things 1st.... we went vivo city...crap lot...
play pool... den went to that candy shop...bought some expensive candies.
went chomp chomp at serangoon garden.... had a nice meal wif my bros..
especially the cold milk beancurd...which was famous....
ate barbecue stingray... alot .. alot.... those were the happy moments...
played dota frm the time i reach home to 11.50..... den my mom shout at her top of her voice....said ZAO HUO...FIRE.... i heard le...i leave my com den ran and get water.... but the fire was damn big at the 2nd floor...
i had no choice...i called 995... and i cried on the phone.... i dun wan to see my beautiful house got burned down..... the store room which has items worth more thousands and thousands of money.... my dad was realli very weak at that time becos he also dun wan to see the house got burned down..... i cant do any fuck..... WHY WHY WHY.... ALMOST THE WHOLE OF 2nd FLOOR WAS ALREADI BURNED AND BLACK LE LAR.... I CANT STOP CRYING......OMG....I JUZ CANT DO ANY FUCK.... in 15 mins... the firefighters came..... i pull my dad out of the place wif fire..... i said..... WHY BOTHER ABOUT THE HOUSE... I JUZ WAN THE 5 of US FAMILY MEMBERS TO BE SAFE.... MY DAD REALLI GONE MAD.... I CALM HIM DOWN... den the fire was put out within 15 mins.... around 1 am+ den the fire was put out....
All my cousin and relative came frm their slp and help to clear up the mess after the burning....HAIS....THX ....T.T....
My dad was burned on his hand.... i accompany him to Mount avalnia
hospital....on 2.30 am.... den he took 2 injections.... the doctor den send him to Singapore general hospital.... i follow dad along.... my mom,brother and sister were at home clearing.... waited very very long for doctor..and saw 2 gangsters wif bloody faces.... they had fights and send to hospital.... one of damn nearly die... wanted to help when he fell...
but he was drunk....and will attack ppl.... den i stil cant do any thing also.. i am useles..... accompany dad to consult doctor... den was relieve that his burn was lvl 2 burn tt means my dad felt the pain... if he nv felt the pain.... the skin willl be dead.... went home frm hospital around 5.20 am juz now.... we decided not to go for cruise anymore....
Hais.... such a nice house become liddat....
the cost for repairing and buying new furniture cost more than 15k....
now my family is poor alreadi..... i am off to work... and help to sponsor wad i can earn to my parents.... i am no longer rich anymore.....
HAIS.... WHY WHY WHY.... HEAVEN ALWAYS UNFAIR TO ME....
MAYBE ITS RETRIBUTION.....I AM BETTA OFF DEAD....
{♥} time is precious
Monday, November 20, 2006
! ;7:29 PM &&
today went for last paper of exams.... hais.... i am a failure...
that thought juz went into my mind...i had no mood for the whole paper...
40 mcq question....last 10 anyhow do...cos i juz gave up on science...
went for work after tt .... saw some band members....
actualli start work at 11...but put start at 10.30...free half hour pay la....
afternoon...my employer ask me go buy lunch....den went ... wanted to buy lionger red but no money...no point la.... might as well smoke til death....
went back slack for half hour....went to slam dunk at the primary skool court.... after tt.. me ,zs and kw were sweaty den continue to do the packaging.... after work...my bros were sad.... we listen sad songs...
well well....dude.... no matter wad... i will stil be here as ur bro.....
went hougang mall slack...den plan to go out ....................hais....
i am off alreadi....if anything happpen...juz dun care....k?
i bought beer and steal some of dad's beer.....sad la...no money for any cigarette.....i wanna smoke and get dizzy den forget everything.... but it is nt forever......take care ppl....i am off.... maybe i am nt coming home 2nite....
{♥} time is precious
Saturday, November 18, 2006
! ;7:15 PM &&
today had 1st day of work.... 1st day was damn tough lar.... nearly twisted my hand and broke my back...lucky nv..... work for 4 hours...
den went cp had lunch....ate at interchange...saw band members at mcdonald....den went kfc find those red cross gals.........guess how i felt?
was very tired.... but quite happy though.... but y am i stil thinking about others? STUPID THINKING....grrr.... wanted to go play pool wif them but went home directly... was damn tired....so went for a good slp.... see 2nite got go where lo.... going the playground near my house.... went there to slack and see stars.... HAIS.... u are lyk the stars... and i think i cant grab u becos....i think too much.....
{♥} time is precious
Thursday, November 16, 2006
! ;10:45 PM &&
woke up at 12.30 in the afternoon today... mom got to use house phone and call my hp to third floor to wake me up...LOL wth...
anyway... meet yong cheng ... 3.30 den saw wilson and his fren... den go pop-pop lo... den we went play pool...yc play one round den he got to go find stephanie... den i play wif wilson and his fren pool....won wilson but lose his fren... jamie and alina wanted to come my house cos jamie say wanna giv me a surprise....wait for zhi sheng and bye to wilson and his fren.... zs and me crap all the way to kovan and we bought things to eat and drink...den decide to walk to zg house... called zg and ask him look outside the window and giv him surprice....he so happy...he chiong out and accompany us walk to alina's house... den noe tt jamie and alina was stil in the house.... den bring them to my house lo.... alina said my house bigger? i dun think so... her house more expensive^^ jamie audition so pro....ROARS!!!... play jam,rakieon and gunbound...^^
aiyoh...jamie...crap sia... around 7+ den accompany them out... zs walk alina home...den i walk jamie to the bustop... we were toking bad about som1....HEHE.... SECRET... den she took 136 home den i walk the dark and quiet backalley home and have dinner... tts all.. bah... i telling grandfather story^^
{♥} time is precious
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
! ;9:31 PM &&
Woke up 7.45 den reallise was gonna late for band.... den decide nt to go band le...i go skool study for science nxt monday...^^ ... played basketball wif my sec 3 frens....after tt when band having break den i went in...was stil thinking wanna perform anot.....
Anyway... playing wif those cards? so fun? attract attention ?
ah..i dun giv a fucking damn...saw so mani juniors all so frenly...haas...
went canteen eat abit...poh yih said the french toast was indeed nice...lol..
went 303 ..accompany they all eat but i nv...but drink ice milo onli...haas
continue play basketball...LOL...nv study at all... went cp find the gals...
den went home le ....LOL... TOKING OF OPPOSIT IS GOOD... JEREMY.....LOL.... ENTRY PROOF>... ZHI SHENG>..WTF...LOL... I LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH PAIN....WAHAHA.... went home ... so tired
{♥} time is precious
! ;12:32 AM &&
woke up late today...slack until evening den went out wif wee leong and ming hao.... i did bad things ... i toook the rod out and pass to them den we went serangoon...ming hao sibei rich lar... brg so much money...nabei...i wan ...lol... he go buy 3 packets of singapore cigarette den leong buy malaysia one cos he nt as rich as hao...
wen to the shop and get all the stuff.... hao bought fishing rod and all the things... total $50 plus sia... nt bad lar...quite cheap though... i help them tie strings and hooks.... lol...on the way they dunno smoke how mani liao.
hao got a nice tatoo on his leg...juz put one...maybe i also wanna go put...
so long nv go out wif them...all join gang liao...i told leong i also wanna join but he call me dun join...cos now he wan to get out of gang also hard liao....u tell me tt i will regret? will i realli regret? i need frens outside..
i dun mind joining gang... we walk the whole of serangoon north den went seng shiong .... after tt they go east coast fish overnite and i went home... cos tmr maybe i going for band bah.... boring lar.......
so mani jobs to choose...which one should i go? o.0
{♥} time is precious
Sunday, November 12, 2006
! ;4:42 PM &&
i am here to post...dunno y i felt so lazy to post leh....lol.... last time have motivation one... no motivation for anything even posting? lol... o.0
GRRR...i prefer going to skool... and when having exams... at least i can have something to do lyk studying....now leh.... everyday finding jobs...
dunno which one to choose leh... i am waiting for yong cheng ... he wanna go work wif me...haas.. finaly contacted him...last time buddy.... wait for his A-lvl finish...last day bah.... i have been VERY FINE.... for the past few weeks...i am NOT sad at all.... becos i am jonathan... -.-"
i very du lan wif ur fucking attitude.........
anyway...thx those ppl hu care for me......
so long nv go punggol end le... think i am going soon bah....
yesturday went play basketball den dio flu.... cos nv bath...LOL
hack care....hais......boring.... i go hougang plaza liao....cya ppl
{♥} time is precious
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
! ;12:32 PM &&
haisssssssssssssssss..........................
why why why........... i gonna fail my o-lvl tis year....
i noe i was nt as hardworking as last time cos i slack lots...
i have no motivation for anything.... failure in everything....
hais....wasted another year.....
i am srry dad and mom....
i should nt have born out into tis freaking world....
{♥} time is precious
Friday, November 03, 2006
! ;12:41 AM &&
i post a short one bah since i have time.....
hais...o-lvl stress....maybe i choose to retain nxt year if my results are bad
i am a slow learner though...
i was shocked when my fren say science and maths are compulsory when go poly...den my science...buang... i nv passed any chem or physics test since sec 3 until now...hais....
everyday went skool onli study abit den most of the time is play basketball and slack onli .....grrr.....awww....
anyway... i realli have no other motive... juz a gift ...haas...^^
happy birthday to sylvia and my other fren...
i listened to Diana Ross songs... i cried out loud and i felt so relieve....i am off to my studies... i am nt hardworking type but at least i tried... so i shall see my fate and where i end up in nxt year... srry my dear frens...
hais...srry brothers...realli srry....wif tis kind of attitude i have....srry if i smoke... cos non-smoker wun understand how tobacco can help alot......
{♥} time is precious
