Wednesday, August 02, 2006
! ;7:39 PM &&
i am always trying to make myself happy...but... dun tok bout tt 1st...
today was normal day... and i realise my class got thieft... hu was trying to steal my frens things... damn it... i can't afford to see my frens things got stolen...nvm ... we shall wait ... if i caught him red handed..i sure make him admit...wonder y i today so hungry...trying to fill up my stomach...but juz cant ..lol.. me and kong ming 2day eat quite alot..^^
but stil... aha... today have maths test... was hard ? even a maths pro lyk me stil find it difficult? lol..jkjk...i bhb... the test end at 1.50 den directly when to hod outside there for oral practice...frm 2-3 plus... ms tan said my reading was nt bad but picture description juz sux big time...
After oral ... at least i felt happy... i get to see u... i wun ask for much...
i am alreadi satisfied le...
Sometimes dunno whether i am selfish anot... nv care a thoughts for ppls feeling?...hais...
Went to skcc play basketball after skool... i nv go band cos i have a feeling tt i am uninvited... at skcc... got 2 ppl nearly fight..den saw som1 take phone lyk calling ppl down... but did nt see after tt...cos we went to prime ..the place so call bai mei... play basketball... had fun... i jump and run.. dunno whether will get mang cang yan anot... cos i was full
until around 5... lol... we play until fun den kian wei.. pulled my shirt and 2 buttons drop off... i piss and start to scold him.. vulgar..cos he play too rough le... hais.. after sometimes... i realise tt i am wrg... why did i scold him since he was one of us...psa..brothers rite?... hais.. kian wei i am scincerely srry...u all sure been thinking y my attitude is lyk tt... lemme tell u...i have attitude problem....i get frustrated easily... treat me as a mad dog barking... srry need me kneel down? Sometimes i realise... i shouldnt belong to the group...i am realli srry... i wan to be happy... but i cant... especially... hais... should i juz walk away frm ___ ? Even thought it hurts me alot...F4
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