Tuesday, August 01, 2006
! ;9:32 PM &&
I realli had enough... PLS... stop... i wish i kill myself...its lyk theres an angel and devil in my mind ... whenever i wan to do something tt i realli would wan to do... something bad would juz pop out frm my mind... hais
tis kind of feeling juz wun stop...its nt tt i dun wan... is lyk theres an devil stopping me frm doing wad i wan.... i get stress day by day... i wish i am a vegetation human... den wun have so much problems le...
hais...wad a wierd mind i have... ITS HAPPENING EVERYTIME..T.T!!!
Everytime i see the drawing .... i felt so happy... at least i had done something... I ___ ___ but ... hais... this fucking mind of mine...
today had english test... was so glad tt its so easy to do... ^^ ....
nth fuck happen 2day... went to tuition... at 5... meet zs at hougang plaza coffee shop eat.... reach skool around 6.20 ... study until 7.30 den went play nite basketball in skool... hais... did something wrg....
i juz wun change...tts y... reach home... grandma admitted to hospital again... i wish i had nt been born... especially nt come into nchs... the fucking skool....
{♥} time is precious