Friday, September 15, 2006
! ;11:29 PM &&
2day was a good day as the weather been very cooling... rain and rain...
had e maths and geog... i noe how to do but no time for my last 4 question.. i think i lose 20 over marks... geog... quite happy... i studied tourism and tourism came out...LUCKY... cos i nv study others..LOL
lazy mah... recess went 3G burrow protractor frm jamie... thx granddaughter... i am her ah gong...haas... actualli is accompany zs and kw cos ...lol... ppl should noe... saw my sister... she see me lyk see jay chou liddat...LOL... jkjk..bhb... so happy and high... cos i recently neglected her cos of my studying...hopes she wun get lonely... dunno y ppl ask me whether i got go band when i am nt a band member anymore?
haas... after skool again... accompany zs and kw to 3F i crap alot sia...
1st time see me so high rite? WOOTS...lol...tts all... after skool go play basketball until around 7 den climb skool side gate out... went home... slack for 2day...cos friday den tmr morning mus wake up and do art and study liao.... bb
hais...sadded sia... my prelims 1st few papers.... sure buang one... hais..
cos... if is not difficult den is not enough time for me to do... e maths clever wad fuck? my time management sux... knn... angry and piss wif myself... for nt touching any books frm january to june... after june holiday den i start serious studying... realli dun have the mood for o-lvl... cos i put all my full effort on n-lvl alreadi... hais... very sad... dad actualli wan buy ipod nano for me... den my results... do i stil have the face to ask him buy? ...i betta dun... continue study and prove my parents wrg... hais.. i am the worst in the entire yap family... all my relative are express, jcs, graduate or university one...den left me... the onli good for nothing in normal acad... hais... should i juz quit skool and stop wasting my parents money... my tuition fees all...so wad if my dad have money... i also cant spend it juz lyk tt... i realli ffeeeelll lyk quiting skool... i see my frens all betta than me... even CCA frens... no face to see them... hais... i cant stand the stress anymore...MY SCIENCE...buang... my art ...stil chionging... T.T hais... POLY,ITE,RETAIN,QUIT SKOOL? i have onli four choice... but i will choose the 1st choice... at the rate i am going now..
i think the last 3 is suitable for me... go out work and support myself?
i dunno y... recently felt so stress and sad... den my smoking urge is back to haunt me... i keep thinking of cigarette... but i mus REN... hais...
SAD SAD SAD.... i am srry to all my frens and ppl whom i noe... ESPECIALLY my beloved parents... wasted 17 years...T.T... and i hate ppl hu lyk to spread rumours... and anyhow tok rubbish... say sommore lar... i sure hate those hu tok kok MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE...
{♥} time is precious
