Thursday, September 28, 2006
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i dunno whether i am doing the right thing by disturbing ppl n msg ppl.... i am juz very sian...so find ppl to tok mah...i luv to chat alot..tts all... i am realli srry bout tt...maybe in ur mind .. u may tink i am irritating.... hope ya dun mind... ^^ its the 100th hours i nv smoke... keep having the urge to smoke but i need the willpower so i juz REN... i kept biting my fingers or find things to eat... cos mouth will feel itchy... whenever i see ppl smoke...i juz stand there and look... but these few days... i feel betta liao.. the urge wasnt as much liao... n fucker... i've alreadi giv in and be kind to u... u dun step over me... i hate being used by ppl... anyway... screwed up my whole life... why? mr tan was right... without dreams... we realli can do nth... hais... wasted so mani years... the onli problem is to aim for the goal of our dreams... T.T sob... well...hais...
tmr needa hand up art course work le... i am almost done wif it... i am quite satisfied wif the art design i have done.. tmr going MOE to hand in... today i left onli 4 hours at home to do the touch-up and finish..2nite gonna get those plastic cover to wrap up...ppl jiayou!..finish up the art and get gd grade... i dunno y my guts is getting bigger n bigger... i do illegal things .. i dare to challenge ppl ... o.0 well well... 2day juz had a fight wif lie yao... we were gd frens .. but in toilet i challenge him for a fight... juz to train... he punch my jaw damn hard... even a crack sound can be heard...den punch my ribs...a real fight but i onli manage to punch his chest once... i gonna train betta for self-defence and also can help my frens when they in trouble... i shake hands wif lie yao after the fight.. i got bruises on my hands... den rib cage damn pain... but its worth fighting...anyway... we were onli training... skip english lesson go art room do art...tts my day... hais... the 100th hour i nv touch tobacco and i am writing to remember... and 4 more days... my fren gtg... but i realli hope nth happen to him... juz feeling sad... T-_._-T
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